Wednesday, November 4, 2009
6:01 PM
dunno why today at sch so tired. kept sleeping, esp through um. can't rmb. period before recess. anw went out after school. kept arguing over watching which movie. je's body or pando rum or 500 days of summer or coraline wtv. watched coraline in the end. i thought it was 3d, like wear the specs and watch. turn out it was normal one. so wtf. i watched coraline 4 times. wasted 6 bucks. sigh. watched in malaysia on a pirated disc, bkk laptop, mum's laptop, cinema. damn it. wtv. so boring. i thought could at least go lan after all those but everyone awnt go hom. sian
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
8:58 PM
yay i finally update my blog! i updating cos. i dunno. had to update smth on batch blog so along the way.. yea revive this damn blog. my brother got a new laptop. lucky guy. i want a laptop also :((( but i probably would go crazy with it lah, asking lucian for l4d and dota and PLAY PLAY PLAY and my parents would never know cos someone has a password and a locked door:D can't wait for 14 nov. like seeeeeriously. sis finally coming back omgomgomg. nvr see her for 5 months already. but still need to go through all the supp shit at school. today sucked. first was eh. watched some vid about tkam. boring! all grey and white. didn't sleep somehow. just stoned. nevi ho was damn pissy also in geog. i nvr bring the map she scolded me. even though i alr sharing with james. zzz. like that also get angry. wpf wasn't that pissy as usual. like wth. ytd she go tear up some ppl's worksheet cos they talking instead of doing it. =.= oh wtv. no on e's ever going to read this anw so i'll just stop ranting
Friday, May 8, 2009
5:45 PM
furgz lah. i went to sleep cos i was damn tired and had rings from my mug-geog-till-3am/ seriously damn tired. almost slept in the chiese paper before that. after waking up at home, i realised my mother let my sister eat my chicken rice. and it's from yong chai. fk lah. my sister is fking irritating leh. eating my stuff all the damn time. now i am lunchless while that idiot ate like. a recess and 2 lunches? idiot. oh and i mugged coasts for nth! ust as well cos it was really very breif when i looked through it. there were three questions. one was climate and floods. second i dunno. i didn't bother to look anymore when i saw a coasts question. third was mostly natural vege. but i didn't finish the paper... ah well. at least it was just half a lorms question.
got to mug bio it's on tuesday and i stil got 2 chapters.
Sunday, May 3, 2009
9:41 PM
walao. stress can really kill. but luckily. i saw that. social studies is like. NEXT WEDNESDAY :D or tues. can't rmb. anw. really stressed dunno what to do. i tried smsing a fren. but the only person who i can talk crap too and expect an answer is zoey. first fren i can sms for fun to and i nvr talk to her in real life before. lol. dunno if i shld bother pearlyn. ka chiauing her is fun but she always take my jibes too seriously and get pissed. :( ah well.
9:27 PM
so stressed. but so little time. so distracted. so troubled. so dead.
screw i should have gone for the stress management talk last sat.
today was bullshit in church. screwed up like a lot of times.
lost the will and confidence to do anything else.
3:13 PM
i thought my life was alright, until i saw how successful my brother was in his life. since sec 1. his napfa so imba. he won colours award for gym in sec 2. he went to lltc. he was class secretary. he was gym captain in sec 4. his 2.4 is way better than mine. i shall be setting his results as my aim in fact. so i shall get 29 points next yr. ftw. but heck i got 26 this year. and my IPU COULD HAVE GOTTEN A. and.. my 2.4 i am going to push my self like shit. seriously. i dun care. next year i must get 11.00. max. broad jump. i dunno what i can do to improve. jump? my brother got 244 when he was sec 4. MY TARGET :D but that is a 25 cm improvement. but i dc :D. so maybe for the ipu. uhh. 30 push ups each time i am bored. and that happens a lot since i am mugging. XD anw. thats not all for his acheivements. he was house representative in njc. he founded the gym cca. yea. FOUNDED wtf. can't say his a level was imba. but well. i dun even noe waht is the standard for a level. oh yea. his o level l1b5 was 8. minus 2 from gym was 6. and he got into njc's science stream wtf. sigh. and he was qm in ns. and lieutenant. with a certificate from teo chee hean him self wtfreak. omg. no wonder my sis said she felt so small when compared to my bro. i understand now.
Saturday, May 2, 2009
7:24 AM
i woke up to mug :D